I want you so bad, your like a forbidden fruit at the tips of my fingers. Your like a drug the prescribed only for me. Your so close but yet your so far. Will you stay with me every step of the way?, or will you run away when times get tough. I want to tell you everything, I want you to trust me with everything. Is it so much to ask for something real, something to hold, someone to make you feel whole or normal again. Someone that makes everyday an adventure, no matter how small the adventure is. A voyage for you and that someone to tackle together, to defeat together. A place you can finally spread your wings and take a breath of fresh air. No worries, no problems, no pain, no hurt, no sacrifice to face at the time that you meet your maker. A rollercoaster that you ride out until the end. But isn't it the end?, and if not when will the end be?. Tomorrow, tonight, right this moment? All of theses thoughts wash away, all of time stops, all of the night terrors and humiliation ceases. All of it doesn't matter when I stare into your eyes and I can see straight to your soul with only one glance. That's what matters the 30 seconds of silence when time stops, when its just you and me. 

 

 

 

From a child we were told to be ourselves, but who are we?
Where do we really come from?, Where are we really going in this life or the next?
we know our likes and dislikes, we know what we enjoy doing,
But is that really who we are,  or is it what a higher power created us to be?
Is life a dream that a higher being is dreaming at this moment?
Are we all pawns in his dream? what happens when he wakes up?
Life starts all over,
We are reborn into another life,
Another life that we have to create.

some say that love doesn't exist,
some say that love is just figments of our imagination,
some say that when you love, you are weak,
but love is strong, its powerful,
love can cast down any demons in the shadows,
it can make you overcome any fears or doubts,
make you feel warm and safe,
But love can also break you into a million pieces,
pieces that cant be put back together sometimes,
some can be mended, shielded,
Covered up by smiles and grins,
but are they healed?
Am I healed?

They say life's a climb.....
How do you know when you reach the top, what makes you think your done climbing,
You push as hard as you want, you can jog halfway up that mountain
Are you almost there?
Have you even made a dent in the road your bound to cross?
Did you consider all that was waiting at the end of that road?
Death, Love, Happiness, Joy, Family?
Or maybe nothing, or maybe all the above,
Maybe this climb you have been making it not really a climb,
Its a step in the direction that you were meant to go all along.